He has returned,
the one I hate,
I keep him at bay,
Yet still he awakes,
Torturing me,
Painstakingly, I endure
What eats at me the most,
He was right in the End,
Trust given is life,
Life forgotten is strife,
Forgotten One,
Which am I,
the forgetter
or the forgotten,
Though fight I will,
with all my might,
This battle is endless,
for he was right!
I trusted no one,
and in the end,
I died inside,
Losing myself,
Though Now I've opened,
Trust is an option,
Yet as the moment came,
They struck at me,
With my guard down
I take the beating,
Losing my trust,
As time ticks away,
So hard it is ever,
To trust as used to,
Day by day, hours pass by,
Time drifting like sand in water,
Your thoughts run off with them,
Your thoughts run back,
Back to haunt you, stress,
A heavy burden loads itself upon you,
Never ending sorrow reaching within,
Into the very depths of your mind,
Never ending thoughts and Sorrow,
Torture your mind, your very preception,
Toying with your sanity,
Sitting alone in place thinking, Remembering,
Thoughts of past and furthur future,
Worries you, eats through you,
Uncontorlable,
But worry not my Friend,
For that's what friends are for,
When you worry we worry with you,
and we try to unload such burdens from you,
And carry i
Self Respect,
A loss if forever,
You try to regain it,
You know you will never
A life of sorrow you will live,
Your self, a soul
You cannot forgive,
A hate so sorrow,
A hate and battle,
You know you cannot win,
Though you try and though fail
Get up you might, and try to avail,
Though every inch you go higher
The harder the fall and you grow tired,
Try you may, try you might
To fall in sorrow,
To fall in love with life again,
To try and regain the soul you lost,
To try to and respect one that is gone,
Though we are only matter,
'Things' that exist without a found purpose,
Drifting in the wind not with it,
A purpose ever s
Everday, in everyway,
the things you say to me,
Are things I wish to believe,
Though they hurt,
and may they not,
I wish the truth from them,
That's all I want, the truth,
No more hiding behind your lies
No more running within these lines,
Just tell me truthfully,
what I want, and what I might not want to hear,
It hurts greatly and pain is eternal,
But such is the truth in Nature,
It may favour at the time to lie
to tell the untrue and untold,
but it eats up inside of you,
Like a serene existance,
That will never leave till truth be told,
Till the one you lied to is hurt,
I forgive your lies,
But lies don't last,
Truth in
From Beneath the Shadows,
I watch the flies,
Confusing men for parasites,
I go on walking by.
I see this world with my true eyes,
This world it makes me sick,
Yet I'm alive,
It'll never be fixed for you and I,
Unless we become Truely Blind,
This world goes on full of fun,
But no one thinks of Everyone,
These men truely make me sick,
Yet I'm alive,
Henceforth I'm Alive,
I dream of days of Paradise,
Where they're all men,
And no more flies,
I feel this pain I realise,
This dream I have is Full of Lies,
These parasites make me sick
yet I'm Alive,
It's not about Black or white,
Man or woman, They all walk on,
They live like
Day an Light, Darkness a Night by MisterTooh, literature
Literature
Day an Light, Darkness a Night
Day and Night, Darkness and Light
As the Darkness Beckons me Through out the night
As I Twist and Turn Restlessly
The darkness Arouses what I hide within
The Demon rises, The carniverous feeling
At last I say What I felt is what I hated
I say I do yet I do not know
This feeling I hate I feel it now
Yet as the sun rises I Rest as I watch it still
My mind lingers in eternal Light
As the Demon releases me From my eternal torture
I rest at heart
Constantly reminded of white and black
Though Light lasts long, Night still lingers
Till night comes I eternaly am gratefull
How ever, As darkness approaches...
My hunger Ar
In my own dark corner,
I sit alone,
In one hand my thoughts,
In my other I atone,
I scream, in my mind alone,
Echos of past, a sound,
From a place I used to call home,
A face I see,
Brings me grief,
And stops me,
Midst of all I do,
wants me to be,
what it wanted to be,
what it believes,
Only one way is true,
Why I wonder?
Why do I ask?
What is beyond me?
Ignorance is a blessing,
I have not been blessed with,
The truth hides many faces,
Though not all is hidden,
One is revealed,
only if you ponder,
In my own dark universe,
Leave me be is all I ask,
The face still lingers in my mind,
Constantly bickering,
What I shou
Today remains forever,
Tomorrow, never comes,
Yesterday stays waiting,
For you to look back,
Though you look often,
All you see is what you've done,
Nothing comes or remains,
What it is will always be,
Though you look harder,
Your face moves away,
Trying to remain with today,
though you see today,
your face doesn't stop,
Tomorrow it turns to,
Worries flood through,
Though tomorrow you plan for,
Plans never remain,
Live life as it is,
Till you die one day,
though you Plan,
Though you think,
Nothing works out,
So you try to blink,
Close your eyes to what you see,
You Blind yourself,
To question what is to be,
A plan de
As I walk through the day,
I drive around along the bay,
Things, so different in the Light,
A long old memory stirs my mind,
For I feel and will not deny
I awaken as a creature of the night,
All night long I am torn
against my need of sleep,
at the wakening dawn,
I pray forgiveness yet,
the need to remain conscious,
battles of seconds, it wins always,
Through out the day I slumber,
Friends, Family wake me,
I stir but not completely,
For though I walk and live,
I am not there, nor anyone with,
Yet I act normally, the old me,
I was me, but at times he is gone,
Over thinking, Endless thought,
I hold to them dearly, Ideas,
su
In my own dark corner,
I sit alone,
In one hand my thoughts,
In my other I atone,
I scream, in my mind alone,
Echos of past, a sound,
From a place I used to call home,
A face I see,
Brings me grief,
And stops me,
Midst of all I do,
wants me to be,
what it wanted to be,
what it believes,
Only one way is true,
Why I wonder?
Why do I ask?
What is beyond me?
Ignorance is a blessing,
I have not been blessed with,
The truth hides many faces,
Though not all is hidden,
One is revealed,
only if you ponder,
In my own dark universe,
Leave me be is all I ask,
The face still lingers in my mind,
Constantly bickering,
What I shou
Day an Light, Darkness a Night by MisterTooh, literature
Literature
Day an Light, Darkness a Night
Day and Night, Darkness and Light
As the Darkness Beckons me Through out the night
As I Twist and Turn Restlessly
The darkness Arouses what I hide within
The Demon rises, The carniverous feeling
At last I say What I felt is what I hated
I say I do yet I do not know
This feeling I hate I feel it now
Yet as the sun rises I Rest as I watch it still
My mind lingers in eternal Light
As the Demon releases me From my eternal torture
I rest at heart
Constantly reminded of white and black
Though Light lasts long, Night still lingers
Till night comes I eternaly am gratefull
How ever, As darkness approaches...
My hunger Ar
From Beneath the Shadows,
I watch the flies,
Confusing men for parasites,
I go on walking by.
I see this world with my true eyes,
This world it makes me sick,
Yet I'm alive,
It'll never be fixed for you and I,
Unless we become Truely Blind,
This world goes on full of fun,
But no one thinks of Everyone,
These men truely make me sick,
Yet I'm alive,
Henceforth I'm Alive,
I dream of days of Paradise,
Where they're all men,
And no more flies,
I feel this pain I realise,
This dream I have is Full of Lies,
These parasites make me sick
yet I'm Alive,
It's not about Black or white,
Man or woman, They all walk on,
They live like
Everday, in everyway,
the things you say to me,
Are things I wish to believe,
Though they hurt,
and may they not,
I wish the truth from them,
That's all I want, the truth,
No more hiding behind your lies
No more running within these lines,
Just tell me truthfully,
what I want, and what I might not want to hear,
It hurts greatly and pain is eternal,
But such is the truth in Nature,
It may favour at the time to lie
to tell the untrue and untold,
but it eats up inside of you,
Like a serene existance,
That will never leave till truth be told,
Till the one you lied to is hurt,
I forgive your lies,
But lies don't last,
Truth in
Self Respect,
A loss if forever,
You try to regain it,
You know you will never
A life of sorrow you will live,
Your self, a soul
You cannot forgive,
A hate so sorrow,
A hate and battle,
You know you cannot win,
Though you try and though fail
Get up you might, and try to avail,
Though every inch you go higher
The harder the fall and you grow tired,
Try you may, try you might
To fall in sorrow,
To fall in love with life again,
To try and regain the soul you lost,
To try to and respect one that is gone,
Though we are only matter,
'Things' that exist without a found purpose,
Drifting in the wind not with it,
A purpose ever s
Day by day, hours pass by,
Time drifting like sand in water,
Your thoughts run off with them,
Your thoughts run back,
Back to haunt you, stress,
A heavy burden loads itself upon you,
Never ending sorrow reaching within,
Into the very depths of your mind,
Never ending thoughts and Sorrow,
Torture your mind, your very preception,
Toying with your sanity,
Sitting alone in place thinking, Remembering,
Thoughts of past and furthur future,
Worries you, eats through you,
Uncontorlable,
But worry not my Friend,
For that's what friends are for,
When you worry we worry with you,
and we try to unload such burdens from you,
And carry i
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Well, I haven't written any poetry in a very long time. Simply because I lost my inspiration for it. I used to have a lot of poetry here on facebook but they're all gone for some reason...
My inspiration has returned and life, as it usually is, has been quite deceitful. Nevertheless, I shall bequeath unto you all, my anonymous readers this story of wrought anger, pain, suffering and sadness. A story of turbulent emotions and confusion. A story of rage under a cloak of compassion and caring. A story barely told, long ago.
Enough of my Ramblings, here's my latest poem and I'm actually quite happy with it =) I haven't written good poetry like
She Loved the sonnet/song I wrote her! I thought she would laugh Haha but no she loved it :) I'm happier than ever now!
We're getting married hopefully this week, but the wedding is in Jan. Issue is how am I going to pay for the wedding? I've been working overly hard to make a sale in any property we have available, that way I can get a big commission, but so far no luck. Oh well, I'll keep trying.
I am in love. She is perfect in every way that I can think of. She is the one, I know that for sure now. She accepts me with all my past mistakes and faults, as I always hoped she would.
We are now engaged and hope to be married soon.
It's a wonderfull feeling. I've felt it before but not like this. This is sweeter, bigger... I worry at times thinking about the future, but I tell myself, "Ufff, brush it off! Deal with it when it comes! Do what you need to do now to achieve what you need to achieve..." and I worry no longer.
Such a beautiful feeling... "Sensation washes over me I can't describe it" A lot of you will know this but know that